Disgust.

I am so fuckin' thoroughly disgusted with humans in general that I've actually come up here to put it down.

I am disgusted!
they way you call ass-licking being persistent,
parasitic behavior networking, the way you justify every disgusting action of yours with a politically correct word..
the way you suck up to people for not just material gains but as crutches..
the way you call the network of crutches a society and how you fuckin' made me believe that it is essential for man's survival..
at this rate, i'll either loose my mind in a few years, murder half the world, or kill myself (which I'm not gonna do)

either I am too fuckin' sensitive for a human, or you've'll mutated to something so twisted that you can't ever think for yourself.. you might think that sucking up to someone is your birth-fuckin'-right!

and honestly, I don't fucking care.

I - D - O - N - T - F - U - C- K - I - N - G - C - A - R - E.

Emo lines :P

- Raghu


Bound firmly by invisible chords of uncertainty
Breathe the mist of heart wrenching disgust
And acknowledge life through dying a million deaths
In eternal suffering I shall seek glory

(the (tiny) legend of) snow and upstairs.

one snowy saturday afternoon, upstairs for found dead in the network. some people didn't really care. some people were angry and frustrated. some people thought their macs sucked (they do anyway, even if upstairs isn't dead) and upstairs had committed homicide not being able to stand the suckiness of macs.

this was the first time in the history of its time that upstairs had fallen. it had served the citizens of 431N nation sincerely and without a break ever since it came to life. it carried on relentlessly, without budging to the evil ways of the 2.4hz cordless or the microwave.

pondering over this deplorable incident one would ask what had caused it? what in the world could've brought an end to the unyielding strength of upstairs?

Snow!

snow killed upstairs! this cold blooded murder was inevitable as the spectrum of the output of upstairs was mercilessly dragged down to nothingness as a result of the negative side effects of snow.

loved ones paid their last respects to upstairs.

later, the router was simply reset and the wireless network 'upstairs' runs fine. except that it has a 3 at the end of it which appeared out of nowhere. (and it seems to be fine with the suckiness of mac now.)

Underwater Restaurant

Info:

" The first-ever undersea restaurant in the world has been introduced at the Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. Ithaa (which is pronounced “eet-ha” and means “pearl” in the language of the Maldives, Dhivehi) sits five meters below the waves of the Indian Ocean, surrounded by a vibrant coral reef and encased in clear acrylic, offering diners 270 degrees of panoramic underwater views.

This innovative restaurant is the first of its kind in the world, and is part of a US $5 million re-build of Rangalifinolhu Island, one of the twin islands that make up Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. This re-build includes the construction of 79 of the most luxurious beach villas in the country as well as the Spa Village, a self-contained, over-water “resort-within-a-resort” consisting of a spa, restaurant and 21 villas."

Source:http://www.fundistraction.com/2007/04/underwater-restaurant.html

Far away

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- Raghu


I dreamt a dream
I could fly

By the lake on the rocks
I sat alone
all fingers pointed at me

My own kin too weak
To stand up for me
I took the blame alone

What was it that I did?
I was born a tad late?
I didn’t get to choose

I tried my best to fit in
To share the laughter
But all I found was shame

I looked up to you
To lead the way
You left me behind

All I wanted to do
Was share
The happiness you had

It’s been a while
Things’ve changed
The dream’s taken over

Its not bitterness
But a detachment
I don’t want to share

In this little cave
Filled with my dreams
I’ll reach the skies
Far away from your sight
I'll be happy all alone
And you’ll never know


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Light up my way

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- Raghu


I remember you whispering to me
On that moonlit night at the beach
All that remains is just the memory
The words seem to've faded away

I’m waiting for you to light up the memories
And fill them with life again
So that I begin the journey and
Go on till I reach the end

A new dawn is here - it begins with silence
Many a things I’ve lost and found
A lot forgotten and learned
As I’ve walked along the lines of life

I see a shooting star in the depth of the night sky
I know I have to tarry on till the end
be my light, spread the warmth of your brightness
Till the very end of this journey called life..


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We be us

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- Raghu


let me flow through your veins
be one with your crimson streams
let me soak in through you
cling to every speck that consists

let me be the blue pulses
that spur your senses
let me feed you to this fire
that burns in my chest

let me be the millions of moments
that make up the ocean of your lifetime
let me drown you in my whims
and consume you to the very last drop

let me be your suffering
make me your refuge
let me be the taste that
reminds you that you live

let me show the beauty that lives
in you through my eyes
Let me bathe you in my blood
so we can be us through death and life


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